there's so much tat i wanna pen down. everytime i open up my blog, all the words gone missing.
last night, jus a random customer pop by, and scolded a peers of mine. and made her apologies. at the back of my mind, what's up w her?
it's been clear cut that she aint got no passport. and we've been saying no to IDs. but the BA jus dont seem to get it. we cant say YES afta a loooooong debate of NO. and wat worse is, she went all the way up to my SM to tell her we didnt gave her a discount.
and the SM let her thru! me & my other cashiers went clueless and it defeats all purpose to stand down so firm, and juz need one person to blow it up.
let the line be clear, if its NO its NO to the core. no point fighting over it. get it clear. at the end of the day, WE'RE the one that face the customer LAST.
that's end of part one.
while closing, me & jun is hardly team up for closing/opening. only once every longggggg time. so last night was one of the night. we're team up & gear up. work & laugh all the baby. we juz cant stop pumping the vibe into each otha's bone. and random stuffs kept coming and we kept laughing.
till closing, juz a random talk and we burst into laughter. out of all the blues in the world, the SM jus raise her voice and "N, ure so noisey tonight. shut up will you?" oh wow! does my voice irritates u SM? den im sorry. im not a quite one in the universe. i prefer voicing out & expressing my views. if you cant keep up, that's aint my business. afta which, jun left to change, "wow, suddenly the room became quite. this show i cant put the two of you together"
give us a break will you? does it really pain ur ass that whoever u put me thru w, i dont complaint, yet i make the best out of it? tell me how many months did u promise me that i could juz be in the cashier till u get the full strength? maybe, i let me spell it out for u, it's been freaking 9 fucking months. how long do u intent i would stay?
yes it's my playground, but it;s not the field i want to be in. i love make ups. i like them. i enjoy being with it. but not werking at the back end. i got skills yo. i dont walk out of my dreams for something im not certain of.
i kept your words, did u kept yours? i enjoy being with the company. and i love what im doing. promise is still a promise.
afta that yell u did, it made me think if i made the right choice 9 months ago.
end of part two.
been feeling so down since last night. call me ms sensitive all you want. i just cant stop my tears from falling can i. doesn't that explain how much i love being around my work place?
i just wanted someone to hear me out, and help me stop my tears.
